Greetings , humanoids , I am Fathin , the owner of this very weird blog . This is where I tease and make fun of people whenever I feel sad or anoyed . This is also the place where I turn to when I feel bored or happy. So , get ready to read my nonsense talk. Goodbye and peace out ! ♥
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♔ Friday, July 30, 2010
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I want to be a kid again :(
I missed all the feelings that you can never feel again when you’re a teenage girl, which is feeling that everyone loves you, there’s nothing you cannot do, the I-don’t-care-what’s-gonna-happen-tomorrow feeling. I also missed the feeling that I don’t care what I’m wearing feeling and I don’t mind spending time with my guy friends cos we’re kids and I want that again. I don’t like to worry, to think what’s gonna happen tomorrow, to be heartbroken, to be backstabbed, to be hated, to be unloved, to be without money, to worry about your grades and lots more. I hate that kind of feelings. I still remembered my family and I went to KL when I was between 8-10 years old and I saw the pictures of me, carelessly walked around KL without makeup or pretty clothes cos all I thought about was, the world is big and I’m gonna explore it. I cried, seeing all the pictures cos I miss it and I want to relive the moments. I missed hanging out with my neighbors, my old friends, my family, when we only play outdoors and not playing internet. Some may said they don’t like they’re childhood cos they were ugly back then, but I don’t mind if I’m ugly or I have no fashion sense, cos no one will judge me for that, cos I’m a kid. I don’t like being a teenage girl cos if you went to the wrong direction, you can never go back. That’s hard. And if you took the wrong direction when you’re a teenage girl, it’s gonna stay hard when you’re a woman in your 20s and above, unless you try hard enough to change your future. Adulthood is freaking hard from what I see. You have marriage, work, kids, enemies and stuff. And I haven’t even live that moment yet. I just missed it and I want it back :(
Hello I'm mad :)
I like perfection. I'm very organized. I'm obsessed with beauty. I got anger issues. I love writing lyrics. I waste my time watching cartoons. I like to be in control. I like to be ahead of people. I like to be different. I'm very aggressive. I too like to smile. I like to be decently dressed. I love to have lots of fun with my girls. I like to dance and sing and party. I like to meet new people. I scream and will be moody if I'm mad. I throw things then cry if I'm angry. I too will be very hyper even if I'm exhausted. I want to be a model. I've walked the runaway. I'm very hygienic. I'm really tall for my age. I dislike being tanned. I'd rather be pale dead. I like to eat, especially chicken. I like being fashionably late. I 'torture' my brother everyday. I can be trusted but I fall for lies easily. I fancy the lifestyle of an artist. I admire Dan Radcliffe, Skandar Keynes, Logan Lerman & Aaron Johnson. I'm in no mood for Kpop/Jpop. I like to shop. I'm still trying to restrain myself from eating junk food. I'm jealous of smart people. I like the smell of books. I play netball almost every week. I'm an original HATER of TWILIGHT. I'm an original FAN of Harry Potter and Logan Lerman. I love to judge people's clothing. My life long dream is to be a fashion designer and one day I hope to live it. :)